I do not such as for example need certainly to log off the lady otherwise stop the marriage-she actually is mom out-of my babies, and then we was with her more than half our everyday life. Really don’t want to be punished by the economic horror off separation and divorce and you can spousal assistance, and i also don’t want to only ditch the woman since i are dated, as i consider it might be very shitty out of me to do this.